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[cherrystreet021]

why are there certain people in the world that you just can't get over. i was ok with hurting the one i knew i loved. but when he comes across my mind i don't know what to do. how to act. to be sad, angry, remorseful, never happy. i hat ehim. but only becasue i hate myself above him. i'd rather hate him more, but i can't.

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[whatifitsdead]

hate and love are closer together than we give credit. It scares me to think how well I know these thoughts you share. The loathment of others is too often the loathment of ourselves. I wonder why it is so hard to hate sometimes. Sometimes I forget that I hate them entirely and run to share something with them or am reminded of something they loved. I stop then and realize that I hate them more for that, for their lasting impression.

[cherrystreet021]

im a firm believer that love is hate, but hate isnt love. it sounds wierd, but it makes since in my head.

but i know what you mean...with your scenarios and stuff

[whatifitsdead]

that makes sense to me. I hated being in love. I loathed it. I hated feeling vulnerable. I hated losing my freedom. I hated that I knew how much pain would follow.

I'm not sure about hate not equalling love. I confuse them a lot. With hate you are still thinking about them and caring what happens to them. I don't know. interesting.