How will you spendeternity?

And true love waits
In haunted attics
And true love wins
On lollipops and crisps

that's the song, the one that sneaks up on you. Leave it behind for a few months and then out of no where it floats through and stops you in your tracks. You forget how lovely it is. It almost makes you cry. Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like ( Read more... )

You had better back away. I'm not afraid to shoot.
I said you had better back away.
I'm not afraid.

London bridge is falling down, falling down,
london bridge is falling down,
my fair lady

take a key and lock her up, lock her up
take a key and lock her up,
my fair lady

I found a new addiction:

M.I.A

Good music. I just got her cd Arular of ebay. YAY for retail therapy.

I said I wasn't gonna do this again.I've been beating myself up all week. Everything seems so upside down. I have so many good things in my life and yet I feel like shit. The worst was dress shopping. I've never felt so fat in my life. Every dress I tried on including the one I bought reminded me that there is fat on ever single part of my body ( Read more... )

I less than three you because I am less than three and you are more than four.

I guess I feel like writing. I've been in such a horrid mood. Grouchy I suppose. Angry. Tired. All sorts of that. I'm eager to get out, to get away. To go somewhere where I don't have to justify my intelligence or creativity or how my brain works. Where I don't have to give speechs on how I was raised. Where at 18 years old no one is expected to ( Read more... )

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I've had to fight for everything I have. I was never handed anything to get here. How dare you try to tell me that I do not deserve what I have achieved for myself. How dare you think that you know more about everything than everyone. Fuck you. I have no respect for you anymore ( Read more... )

Fun fact: mom lets me go to classes where I learn how to fight, but forbids me to watch actual ufc fights.

So last night I snuck out with my friend Gabbi to Jess's house to watch the fight with Jess, Jana, Lauren, and Nima. It was fun and the fights were short but good.