Here I am trying to do right by everybody. Who's gonna do right by me?

How can such a good day go bad?

new haircut... still doesn't make me feel good. i just need a new scene with a new disguise and a new reason to breathe.

The trip went well, or at least the drive there did ( Read more... )

I think a trip to see my love is in order. We are friends. Only friends. I swear.

There is no way, there is no way, there is no way that I can live this life. All I need is one last call tonight. I'll have the trazodone supreme, please ( Read more... )

crash burn crash burn crash burn crash....... burn ( Read more... )

Oh man. I think I'm going to fail out of college. Or have to drop out to preserve my rapidly deteriorating sanity. I just can't function. I can't do projects. I can't focus enough to read. I have no motivation. I can't do anything. I just want to sleep and type and listen to music and think about life and everything else. But I cannot ( Read more... )

Sweet jesus, I hope these doctors know what they're doing. So I finally have my spring schedule all laid out... and it's exciting. I love having it done. Now I don't have to worry about it anymore. Although I did put in a request to get into a class that I don't have room for anymore... and I made the poor guy's life so difficult with my ( Read more... )

Today I feel the angst, despair, and rage of yore. Perhaps it was brought on by this hellish election, or maybe by my emo overdose today. But whatever the cause, it's good to feel something, anything again. I'm in pain, from my neurons to my fingertips. But I feel that thing inside of me... that life that I loved and lost so long ago. I feel ( Read more... )