so apparently it intensifies the effects of more than just alcohol...

Shitty ass day. Just another addition to my worst-day-of-my-life streak. I've been having more or less equally horrific days for some time now and I'm about ready for it to stop. Among other things, I got my first fucking SPEEDING TICKET today. It was a heavy makeup day, too, so when I started crying it ran down my face as much as, although ( Read more... )

mega fucking SICK and tired. Visiting Holly soon... is there a reason I was starting this? I know there was... drizzat. I puked like whoa this morning right after my breakfast of meds. Not cool. Oh, now I remember. Je veux un vélomoteur. That's right. Next semester is going to kick ass compared to this one. I'm only taking one, count it ( Read more... )

prozac? you must be kidding...

fucking itchy allergized eyeballs

i had the worst week ever.  tuesday i thought i worked wednesday and didn't go, but i couldn't have anyway because i had class, but i never gave jim my schedule after it got changed.  my fault on all counts.  drat.  now i'm busy as fuck.  massive project due tuesday, zero comprehension of how the fuck to do it or when the fuck i will have time.  ( Read more... )

Saturday night was a good one. I put into words a fetish that had gone unspoken but not unrealized for a long time. Yater discovered a new one, as did Maciej. There is a fetish revolution in progress and if you haven't yet taken part in it, my advice would be to join pronto. Cuddling heaps of flesh are always pleasant, particularly when the ( Read more... )

I feel like a robot. Everything has lost the emotion it once carried. Maybe because the source has disappeared or maybe because my mind is crumbling. I don't feel like myself. I feel like a shell. I am functioning, but only because the left side of my brain is so accustomed to the routine. I need a big red fire escape.

Je veux mourir. Je déteste cet endroit. Je déteste les personnes dans lui. J'ai une boursouflure sur mon pied. Mes yeux démangent. Mes maux de tête. Mon amour est loin de moi.

Au moins il pleut.

I HAVE A BLISTER ON THE BACK OF MY HEEL.