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I'm in a haze. A cloud of work-sleep-eat-repeat. The weekends are spent running errands, tidying the house, and working at the farm. There seems to be no fun times any more. What happened to all the laughing, weekend get-a-ways, lying in bed for hours in the morning, coffee on the screened porch? I feel like I'm in fast-motion, headed to the ( Read more... ) -
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feeling like a miserable, boring failure today. i wish i could tuck these feelings away to save face and put on a smile for my last day here. i'm sorry if i ruined our day. leaving is the hardest thing for me to do. every moment with you is a gift and i hate to leave. hate it. hate it. hate it. hate it. i fucking hate it! -
my silent film
silence beckons thought.
relentless loud boxes compete.
hot sadness;
i'm alone.
load the projector.
director listens,
calls for my take.
frame the scene.
roll footage.
the Lead is missing;
elsewhere filming
one nobody will ever see.
alone.
lacking mystery,
intrigue,
certainly romance.
ignoring loud boxes
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OK, well I spoke too soon. Apparently I know squat about Key West weather. The sun is out again and now everyone is back to having a swell time in the sun!
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I wish I could be happy for all of these people on vacation. But, I am in Key West, FL for work. I'm not with my husband. I'm away from my family. And I want silence in the lobby until my room is complete and I can check in. I don't want to see kids screaming about being hungry, dripping wet from the pristine beach right outside of the hotel ( Read more... ) -
the coolest
ok, so it's been a while...but I could't pass up the opportunity to share the coolest McDonald's interior design I've ever seen. Enjoy.
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ME? Running?
If you would have asked me a week or two ago if I, an overweight and clinically "obese" person, would be running at the gym, I'd have laughed and told you to fuck off ( Read more... ) -
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i haven't posted in a while. hawaii was AWESOME. holidays were fun. and now we are in a new year, full of promise.
i hope that my positivity can carry me through a job i despise. at least i can see bluer skies on the horizon.
