I repeat...

UGH!!!

dammit.

I think someone is out to get me. It's July 19th already? Seriously? This year has been on fast forward but only in the background, does that make sense? For me it feels like it took forever to get to this day and in the same respect time FLEW past me, it's a weird feeling and obviously hard to describe. It's not the big of deal really...there have ( Read more... )

Happy July. Holy crap is this year going fast, why does that happen at times? One day it's February 4th and the next it's July 4th! Crazy ( Read more... )

I love me some nachos. Plain cheese or loaded up with meat, cheese, salsa, sour cream, etc. to create a supreme variety. YUM! Haven't had nachos in a long time so I decided that it was a great food choice while we were at the Brewers game last Friday. I enjoyed them immensely but my stomach is still paying for it! Like WOAH! No regrets though... ( Read more... )

The stress and frustration of the whole mom's boyfriend situation is still fresh in my mind and threatening to explode at any given time BUT I'm choosing to suppress and move on, at least try to. I need to get mom to do the same, she's been bummin' hard core and I hate seeing her this way, makes me think back to the divorce. Granted that situation ( Read more... )

I'm drained. Today for sure, but I have a feeling this isn't going to go away in a day or two. I should've known it was coming though. Mentally I cannot function, there is so much going on in my head that writing or talking doesn't help, I don't even know where to start. Everything gets mushed together, my memory is continuing to be less effective ( Read more... )

As I suspected my mom's "boyfriend" is an asshole. He was here for two weeks and then Wednesday morning he decided to pack up all his shit and drive back to North Carolina because "his daughter was in a car accident and he didn't know how long he'd have to stay". The moment my mom told me this I knew it was bullshit and I was right. Of course I ( Read more... )

See, I told you no promises on the daily posting. I guess it's easier for me to post first thing when I get to work in the morning and since I've only been working 3 days a week it might be more of an every other day deal...unless something amazing happens that I must share immediately. Ahh well, this is how I operate, take note...moving on ( Read more... )

I say it every time I disappear from my LJ, no exception with this installment, I need to write in this thing more often! My excuse is always that I have nothing to say or my general everyday life just doesn't seem that interesting...well I'm going to try a new outlook and and new game plan, things don't have to be interesting in order to write ( Read more... )

My best friend Nina had a miscarriage yesterday. I'm devastated. She was so excited to be pregnant, her son was so excited to be a big brother, and now it's all gone. I'm so...broken right now. I wish I had more words but I don't, only tears ( Read more... )