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[curiousitykitty]

i feel bad for having told mike that i only dated him cuz i wanted someone to hang out with. it was a lie, but i was trying to convince him not to care about me being his ex bc there's no point in dwelling on the past; i just want to move on and be happy as friends

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[artsyspartan]

*hugs*

feeling uncertain about how you feel about someone or about how they feel about you sucks. but unfortunately that seems to be how love is a lot of the time.

sounds like some distance (both literally and figuratively) over x-mas break will do you some good.

I just finished reading "Even Cowgirls Get the Blues", and though i didn't like the book overall, there were some really good lines in it. Here's one that struck a chord with me that seems appropriate:

"Love easily confuses us because it is always in flux between illusion and substance, between memory and wish, between contentment and need. Perhaps there are times when the contradictions of love are so intermingled that the only way to see the truth of love is to pit it against the irreducible reality of lust. Of course, love can never be stripped bare of illusion, but simply to arrive at an awareness of illusion is to hold hands with truth.."

P.S. What's your phone number at home? IM it to me. I'll call you over the holiday when i'm not so busy, and we can chat. :)

[curiousitykitty]

:)

I'm going to have to read that quote at least one more time to understand it. lol...i'm so tired from studying that it didn't make any sense to me haha

i love mike, but i've let go of that now; it's just annoying that he can't make up his damn mind, jesus!