ok so FOUR F***in days till i leave for school.

oh yeh...
and i cut
10 inches off of my hair.

yep...i donated to locks of love :-)

problems problems problems.

I leave for school in 8 days.

I am NOT excited.

AT ALL.

And I'm crazy about someone.

Does he know?

This gets so complicated.

I hate this feeling so much.

But I just got a call and got offered a FREE Dave Matthews ticket.

THERE IS A GOD.

more questions...
what school supplies do I REALLY REALLY need? like Notebooks, pens, pencils, etc. And do I need a backpack?

ok few questions about Cawthon.
Are the triples really big? secondly, do i need a fan or a rug? and also approx. how many under the bed things do i need and how many drawers to puit in my closet?

Kanuga was incredible as usual. I miss everyone, but i made some new friends too which is very important. Tonight i am going to dinner with Justen to clear some stuff up, get to talking a little bit. Morgan's freaking out, but what can I do? I just want to LEAVE already for FSU! im' soo excited. Diana, Caroline, and alicia, PLEASE tell me what i ( Read more... )

Tonight, at 11 PM, I will depart for my last summer as a participant at Kanuga. It feels WEIRD. DAMN how quickly time flies. This time last year Justen and i were still together and happy, wondering about if we would make it through the summer being apart from each other. This time last summer Kendall and I were best friends and wondering how each ( Read more... )

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Today was a hard day for me. Handing him that letter, my heart was RACING. But to be honest, I don't regret doing it. I don't and i never will. What I said NEEDS to be said and has needed to for awhile, however i didn't have the courage until today to give him the letter that I wrote on our 1 month after breakup day, used to be our anniversary. I ( Read more... )

hey all! so wow, it feels GREAT to be a Nole. i'm sooo excited. its great to have a decision made also. and WOW its great to only have like.....damn, 6 days of school left? and grad nite was sooo much fun! me and mah gurls we were all in like the FRONT ROW for simple plan and it was awesome! i'm so excited for everyone to be coming home from ( Read more... )

ok, so I'm officially a seminole!!! Anyways, yeh i'm soo excited for next year i can HARDLY stand it! lol I know this is the right decision for me right now and I'll be with all my friends which I love. anyways, so yeh. things have been sturring up for the past few weeks. Justen and I broke up...long story rather not tell it, especially on here. ( Read more... )