O my goodness. I did it. 4 a.m. and I just sent out something. Everyone cross your fingers it turns out ok. I have faith in God, but that doesn't mean I'm not still scared. I know I'm not giving much to anyone, but I guess if you guys really know me, then you'd understand.  Now somehow I've gotta stick it out until wednesday..or even on that day. I ( Read more... )

My sister is due soon. She's going in tomorrow morning. Chances are I'm going to miss work...which is ok. :P But I'm think of getting a little prepared and I don't know what to wear! eh.

Today was great! I contacted: got a customer. I then exercised and ran for 2 miles! Woo! Good times. Then I came home and watched G.I.Jane! That's a rock on movie ( Read more... )

I was bored as heck preparing for my doom. I've come to hate math and that in itself is a feeling i'm hating. So I listen to music...tired...starring into the wall. I've described a moment like this in one of my books, that which I have yet to complete (that which I may never complete). I realized easch color had something to say. And I found ( Read more... )

What the heck am I doing?!  This coming week you better sweat everything out. All of it. Put one shield up and another down. And work it all off.

There just might be something there. Kill the leftovers, just forget everything. You know how to do that so well.

~Jamie~

It's time to look in the mirrior and see as you are and not as you think you are. Your action are the frame to your heart. It is these action that tell others what you are to them. At the same time you must stand on the the only two feet God has given you and know that you were blessed with that much. Whom so ever would enter such a life is not the ( Read more... )

Though this may seem odd to add I realized that this also was the year of loss virginity. Not mine but others. Ironically I seem to remember this after watching "Something's Gotta Give." I add this because it reminds me of the enjoyments of life. Many people take caution but an equal many take risks. Adulthood has been gained throughout my ( Read more... )

I've had a great couple of past days. In fact this whole month and last was quite enjoyable. Twas a wonderful ending to an interesting year ( Read more... )

Three fair quotes:

*A little sincerity is a dangerous thing, and a great deal of it is absolutely fatal.*

~Oscar Wilde~

*I hope the leaving is joyful; and I hope never to return.*

~Frida Kahlo~

*Everything is worth what its purchaser will pay for it.*

~Publilius Syrus~

*Peace*

~Jamie~

"The Cannibal's Cancion" by Gloria Anzaldua ( Read more... )

O how I hate the silence. Especially when it means no sleep.

~Jamie~