blank written thrice unto my aching skull as though i were an inconcievable curse placed uotwardly upon this cracked earth, we handed over the deed a long time ago. back and thrice more like a frying egg. if all is none then i know not what this substance is that i find readily at my sides ( Read more... )

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DAY NINE IN A COLD AND DIFFERENT PLACE 11-02-2004 (Election Day ( Read more... )

then the subway turnstile rejected my card and said that i already used it.
then i had to ask the lady attendant three times what she said, because she was behind a sheet of bullet-proof glass, and she wouldn't use the microphone.
then someone kicked me in the leg while we were crammed in the train.
then i got a big pimple on the tip of my nose.

i saw the big city's hot wrath, and stared into it's cold eyes. the popullus was just plain mean, rude, and heartless ( Read more... )

and when i heard the black guy in the train station singing niel young's "heart of gold" i had to stuggle to keep the tears in.

anyone who tells me that i should not factor my girlfriend into my desicion making is giving me a load of shit. i can forgive them though, because they have obviously never been in love, or have any concept of what it is like.they don't realize that you can't do anything else but be with who you love, because everything apart from that person is ( Read more... )

i took something for granted,
and now i've lost something
preciouse and beautiful to me.

all of my dreams are scary and
while i sleep spiders bite my feet and
my eyes swell and redden from all the dust and
i lay and think about you and
pray that i might turn over and find your body next to mine.

i smelled you on my breath
and wished you were here