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its fuckin bullshit what you are doing and saying. its hard for me to say im happy when at this point im not. and if you say your happy, then im not the only one lieing. it hurts to be in this relationship, and i cant help but wonder if i would be happier out of it. But we have talked in the past and i promised that i would be there for you, pick ( Read more... )

i have a new liverjounal.
but i still come to this one
hmm
must be habit.

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EVERYTHING IS SHIT

I MISS CODY
not that he cares

mmm. so how are you fuckers ( Read more... )

want to die

public post.

kert is moving tomorrow.
ill mourn for about an hour.
but im going to see him this summer.

when everyone gets back to the states from japan.
and we go on the ROAD TRIP.
which shall be dope.

going to get the taste of chaos ticket this weekend hopefully.
mmhmm.

i have nothing else to say.

okay, well this was the most random post.

ive never been this alone before.
i have no one
not even cody....but then again when have i ever truely had him.

ive always been alone, i just never relized it

i love him

and this isnt the first time, ive loved someone, without being loved back....
and i better get used to shit being this way.

so here are pictures from my last days in Japan.

i know a certain person with the name of tony who is probly going to bitch at me for putting his picture online, haha
i love you tony (heart)

( should have done somthing )