my brother leave today.. im so sad....im gonna cry so much.. damn... y does it have to happen this way... atleast i have tasha to help me get through this... im sorry this is happenin girl..and katie...damn... lifes a bitch.. and then we die...

I love you with every depth of my soul.
You probably think it's just a crush,
but the thing is, I'm crushed without you.
We were great friends, could have possibly been more,
but then she came along.
She destroyed us.
You lied to me, you betrayed me, and yet I still love you.
Why?
Maybe because what I feel for you is true love,
unlike her feeling ( Read more... )

i think ill make a public entry...yup yup...thats for those losers out there that dont have LJ and arnt added as my friends...bwhaha losers... hehe... guess wat.... im ELEGABLE!!!... i didnt have an F... stupid coach didnt belive me... i had a good grade.... so tommorrow i get to play!!!!... the game is in ikego at 500...come and see... its lots of ( Read more... )

You're more punk,hardcore, mod, straightedge, emo, indie than me. Your hair is cooler, your pants are tighter, you have more tattoos. You have cooler pins on your messenger bag and your favorite band is more obscure than mine. Your shoes are more vintage and so is your t-shirt. You own more black clothes than me. I don't even own a trucker cap OR a ( Read more... )

omg christmas eve was amazing we had a big ass PARTY!! people were here until like 12 at night i was with cody until about 1000 he was feeling very good en he was tired.... This morning was awesome....best christmas ever... i got a digital camera clothes (plaid pants that are so low whew man) shirts that are the shit...books that i have wanted for ( Read more... )

sorry i havent written in a while...i was gone saturday en sunday snow boarding...man that was the shit foe shizzle...it was awesome... anyways got back late sunday night en i went en saw cody cuz i didnt see him for our one year anniversary... but things are rad so no complaints....im so excited .....CHRISTMAS IS COMMING UP SO FAST.....BUT NOT ( Read more... )

today was ok......cept for Mr. Andrews class......god hes an ass...and the worst teacher in the world....stupid whore... spanish...hm...it was fun we really didnt do anywork in that class...and then luch...always fun with Melissa and Cody...PE. we didnt have to dress out...woop woop..and i gota to watch a movie.. tori en i were spinning for like 10 ( Read more... )

saturday and sunday i went to the limp bizkit concert...i got to go back stage for FREE...cuz my familys got connectons...haha... anywho...it was really fun.. i got to meet the band and the drummer((john otto)) came to my hotel room and partyed with us...it was awesome... i got a whole crap load of free stuff... on sunday we werent sopposed to stay ( Read more... )

ive had better....much better.... why do i always screw up

good day as far as shopping but bad day all togeather....sigh... my stupid bitchy sister came with us and was a pain the whole time... then for some reason cody was being...i donno the word to use....annoyed... but o well if he wants to talk to me he can but im not gonna start anything... im too tired for this shit anymore... (not with cody just ( Read more... )