the elliptical at the gym kicked my ass today. i put it on the highest resistance and stayed on until i burned 500 calories, uck. i'm determined to have lost some more weight while i'm here, i want to go back to texas and have terry tell me he can see a change. my grandmother said it first thing to me, but she hasn't seen me in 4 months and i'm ( Read more... )

went to maine yesterday for my mom's birthday. my family had tickets to see the portland sea dogs, they're one of the minor league red sox teams. it was really fun, we had good seats and all ( Read more... )

being home has been fun so far. i'm missing terry a lot but we talk at least 3 times a day so it hasn't been horrible. he might be setting up an appointment to have the internet hooked up at home, it all depends on his paycheck today ( Read more... )

texas is going ok. so far i haven't been able to find a job, though. terry is building houses (and looking quite manly, i might add) and making decent money, but not decent enough to support my lazy ass... and MAN HAVE I BEEN LAZY ( Read more... )

so, not to get into the gory details, but some shit hit the fan and we have to move to texas. we're taking what we can fit in the car and leaving by tuesday morning... guh. we've down sized our stuff A LOT... the biggest problem is $$$ now, i might have to try and borrow some from my mom and dad (i hate myself) and we might be sleeping in the car ( Read more... )

i stayed home from work today. i might elaborate later.

here are progress pictures for 54 pounds lost. these are from about a 1/2 hour ago... like my side ponytail?


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eat to live has began a day early. i am making lentils right now for my dinner tonight and lunch tomorrow. i am surprised that i have to eat ONE POUND of green veggies a day. i got cukes, celery, green peppers, romaine lettuce, and broccoli sprouts. 70% of my diet is going to be raw, the other 30% a mixture of beans & legumes and cooked veggies ( Read more... )

i'm making my own veggie stock for the first time today, i'm a little too excited about it, but now i don't have to buy sodium filled crap at the store! i have minimal groceries today, but i have sorta started eat to live. i just ate a green pepper cut into strips and i can't believe you can eat an entire green pepper for 33 calories! BUT YOU CAN. ( Read more... )

i got Eat To Live in the mail today, score! i'm gonna start it as soon as i'm done reading it (duh). i am also starting this program called "couch to 5k", once i'm done with it, i'll be able to run 3 miles non-stop... everyday! i'm going to be wicked cute someday ( Read more... )

goooooo see the 300! it's really good. lots of hot sweaty dudes. the guy that played faramir in LOTR looks wicked, wicked hot in it. PLUS BAPHOMET IS IN IT!!


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