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If it wasn't for the band I'd probably be dead.

Home isn't home anymore, I honestly don't even know where it started out to be in the first place. There are only two places in the world I don't feel completely lost, and one is when we are on the road. I wish it never had to end, real life isn't cutting it ( Read more... )

I need to get home and lay in my bed for days and sleep off this nightmare.

shes an angel.

i have come to the conclusion that being the heartbreaker is a lot better than being the heartbroken. it hurts a hell of a lot less. eat your cookies, good day!

i have tired eyes, but im restless. nothing has worked out the way i planned, but thats life. part of me wants to give up and the other half wants to give up even more, its rather tricky. its 6:30 in the morning, ive been up at this hour for the past 4 days. i am watching The Princess Bride and drinking boxed wine..not drunk, just enjoying the ( Read more... )

my birthday is tomorrow. blahhh.

when i said you kill me, i didnt mean it in an all bad way. just the way weve talked about before. you are gay =)

sooo im about to leave for yuma to go to my great grandpas funeral. im not very excited, like most people i hate funerals, and i keep telling myself its just life and thats the way things work but i really dont think its helping, so im going to deal with it like i do with everything..a nice vodka tonic drink! yupyupyup. good day!