i have met the dude of my dreamz, and he has been right under my nose for years. i have never felt so blessed.

all the world in one grain of sand and i've blown it.
all the world in one grain of sand and you own it.

it's strange when things that you thought would really upset you really don't effect you at all. it's so strange that i've developed this numbness in place of things that would of normally really bothered me. i can't say i mind it. heres to cutting out the bullshit in my 23rd year of life.

why do i constantly try to fix something that i know wont ever work, do i really fear being alone that much? i wonder sometimes if you still think fondly of me, if there's a place in your heart that aches just a little at the thought of me. please don't forget me.

i love las vegas ( Read more... )

it's an amazing feeling, butterflies. especially after a year of nothingnesss. the little things become so exciting. and quite frankly ,i'm okay with it.

well here i am, back in new england. i wasn't expecting to be back for months longer than this, i woke up to a phone call late last week, from my crying sister. she told me that our nana was very sick, and not dooing very well at all. part of me went into panic mode but part of me tried to be realistic nana's been sick a long time on and off. and ( Read more... )

las vegas life tiny little update;
i have a few friends, and my hair is getting very much so longer. it feels like summer here, and i'm clearly okay with that.

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finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel.

update from the city of sinnnn ( Read more... )