So I have to make this entry short and sweet because I don't have much time. I am indeed here in California, and though it's extremely cool to be here, I'm really struggling with the change! Besides losing my father, I've never been through such a rough transition in my life, and it's really feeling like a tough time right now! I miss the people ( Read more... )

Ahh...Lauryn is such a little sneak and I LOVE HER ( Read more... )

So I only have two more weeks here at home, and it's finally hitting me.  I'm so extremely psyched, yet nervous and sad at the same time.  Big changes come with mixed emotions, but I know in the end, it's going to be great!  It's just the moving away from those I've come to love that is killing me!

But.... I'm so excited.  This is going to be MY ( Read more... )

Today has been interesting. In all actuality, only one part of it was extremely out of the ordinary. Lon came over to go swimming and in the middle of our nice pool time, it started raining. So, we swam in the rain for a while, and then decided to get out and get dried off. After I finally got dry, Lon thought it would be funny to pretend he was ( Read more... )

He claims to love me, but I think to love someone you have to actually care about them as well. If he loves me so damn much, then why is he the cause for most of my tears?!

Exactly one month until I leave for good, and he doesn't even give a damn! Too busy getting drunk and trying to impress everyone but me!

I really miss my hunny right now! I haven't even kissed him in two days, and I'd love nothing more right now than to hear his voice! Gonna go to bed, because the sooner I do that, the sooner I can wake up in the morning and call him! Night sweets;)

Went to Heather's open house today after work. She came out with a present for me, and when I opened it, I saw that she had bought me the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants book, which was so thoughtful because we went and saw the movie together recently. It was nice to be at her house, and around her and her family again. Made me remember and ( Read more... )

Stole this from Godar who I'm sure stole it from someone else. I really hate these kinds of things, yet I find myself drawn into them with curiosity of how people might comment. Cure my curiosity ( Read more... )

I went up north with Lau and her family this past weekend and it was the most fun I've had all summer!  I love that girl and I love spending time with her.  I finally learned how to share pictures, so here they are.  For the most part, I think they speak for themselves.


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This summer is totally shitting on me so far, and I'm sick of unfair, un-deserved situations. None of my options are leading to a simply good or fun time, which was my only request for my last summer here. I'm moving to California in less than two months, and I'm so depressed that everything is such a struggle right now, and there's nothing I can ( Read more... )