I am afraid. This is not working out, and I am utterly depressed.

Like my title suggests, once in a blue moon, indeed I could not remember the last time I'd posted an entry. I am living okay I think. Amidst my busy schedule, I have actually some alone time to myself to think about life, to think about the people around me, and those whom I have not been in contact with for god knows how long, to think about my ( Read more... )

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I am beginning to think if Ive made the right choice for myself;
I am beginning to fear,
beginning to lose confidence,
beginning to hide and cry all by myself,
beginning to see unclear routes that have to be taken,
beginning to worry about those already taken steps, to be where I am.

I am beginning not to understand you.

I AM SO MISSING THE ONE WEEK THAT I SPENT IN PERTH ( Read more... )

I am turning into a bad girl.
Last Saturday was the craziest, I never have such really uncomfortable hungover ever in my life before, which spoilt my appetite totally.
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But I have better things to worry. Words might spread, I don't know how I am going to handle. FML seriously.

How worn out; dropped head with a jerk for 3 times and head tilted to a side for once and god knows how long that is until I feel an ache on my neck. I bet the person beside me was annoyed. But who cares.

My exams are over.
Period.

Physio.
Thank gawd I do not need to make another appointment, its scaring the shit out of me.
I trembled on my way up, recalling how painful and helpless I was, totally alone the last time I went there
The fear successfully set inside of me, and once again, left me so stranded and lonely.

I know I was wrong, and I am wrong, again.
So life is just only ( Read more... )