Tonight, I went to the rockabilly bar that just opened. It was really fun and I played pool with a kid who looked like an Italian underwear model. Now I can't quit thinking about how I haven't had sex since the beginning of July, and not only how ridiculous that feels, but how pathetic it makes me feel as well.
I need some straight up romance in my life. It seems like every new person I meet has too much tied up in something else; an old girlfriend, the idea of a new girlfriend, an addiction, a psychological problem...etc. Codependent much? :)