listen to the song "Lost" by Neurosis.. makes me sad
this is a sample from that song, taken from bertolucci's "the sheltering sky" based on the novel written by paul bowles. "are you lost
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there was a movie i watched ages ago which effected me so much, but i cant remember what it is. basically it tought the importance taking in all the small things in life, things that dont matter but things that somehow change the way we live - like the rising of the moon... which is really nice actually because everyone talks about the rise of the sun, but nobody sits for the moon-. anyhoo, thats kinda why im always looking so spaced out. im actually just taking in every little detail in everything, despite how small and significant, like a crack in the wall, the way a shadow falls over corrigated iron or say the moon. but i think whats makes me really happy, is that when i die, long after i die, these small insignificant things will still continue to be, the crack will still grow, the shadow will still be distorted and the moon will stillrise and set every single night. that makes me happy.
I used to want to die...sometimes i still do...I'm happy it never worked cause i wouldn't be here now and appreciate the few good memories i have had as a child..but i get afraid of death..it irratate's me how i use to want it so much... just another drama queen
getting old,wrinkle,being told by the younger generation our music & morals sux is even scarier... sitting around saying(thinking if all ur friends r dead) "well, it cant be long now" tick toc..your out of time......
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just another drama queen
getting old,wrinkle,being told by the younger generation our music & morals sux is even scarier...
sitting around saying(thinking if all ur friends r dead) "well, it cant be long now"
tick toc..your out of time......
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the internet hates me which is why our conversation was cut short
gimme a call if you wana hang out sometime maybe?
take care
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