ok quick one, up at netcafe looking for houses.we fucking have to move again arg ( Read more... )

my livejournal has turned really emo lately heh ( Read more... )

hello old friend, im a mess ... thats really all i can offer you at the moment ... im sorry

hmm ... im just letting everybody down left right and centre .. i let my parents down .. let kim down .. but mostly, ive let marz down and for that i just cant forgive myself.ive had so much fun living with that girl for that past year.she has done so much and ive made her feel so ... alone in all this ... i mean ive been trying so hard myself to ( Read more... )

so yeh, i need to escape...and what better place to escape and just spew everything out of your head,then livejournal ... what a creation ( Read more... )

well ... well ... well ... look who is the stupid one then ... fuck

i seem to be happy, to be ok .. i think i am ... why shouldnt i ... i have everythng i want dont i ... whats missing ... thats what i need to find ... do i though ... why waste my time looking for something when i dont even know if it is missing ... the search for something that you think is depressing you - which turns out it wasnt - makes you ( Read more... )

http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/330027

i want to be happy

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so im sitting up here at the netcafe - will be getting broadband really soon ... been doing more photos so ill finally get to update my site ... there is a crazy hairy person sitting next to me, freaking me out ... she just wont stop looking at me with desire in her eyes ... as much i drag my chair away from her she just moves closer ... soon ( Read more... )