my mom has cancer
its pretty harsh huh ?
i can;t deal with it.
I don't want her to die.
damnit.

some poeple are so selfish.
seriously how the fuck could you kill a little baby ?
your fucked up if you do that shit. ewwwww i hate you and you have no fucking morals

ok so i made the softball team at my highschool about 3 weeks ago. Its actually pretty amazing, even though the people i tried out with didn't make the team. But the girls on my team are pretty nice, and the varsity team girls are really helpful with everything ( Read more... )

I'm sick with mono yet again, yayay, i missed a whole week of school and i still don't feel any better, i just want to get better and go to the gym, maybe by monday or something.ohhh and i had this song stuck in my head for the longest time ( Read more... )

i really wish that I was back in 7th grade, where nothing really mattered to me.fucking i can't take shit anymore, even though i laugh and smile doesn't mean that i am truly happy. i was looking at a memory box that i had since i was like 6 or so, i've moved around alot, and i've lost alot of friendships from that.seiously i see it happening, i'm ( Read more... )

i started school about 3 weeks ago. it sucks. i hate it alot. even though i made friends this year, i can't help but to think what it would have been like if i stood in jackson with all my friends there. i saw officer d'arcey , hes alrigt this year, even though i hate to cops here. its hard to explain. so yeah i still feel bad about moving and how ( Read more... )

I'm having one of the worst weeks.I can't get shit out of my mind.I'm sick of being pissed off and upset.I'm sick of crying.I'm sick of school so much i just want to drop out. I HATE EVERYONE. well not everyone. but still alot of people. I thought i was cool with my parents but I guess I'm not.I'm upset i can't go to Julia's for her B-day.I have ( Read more... )

ok so tomorrow i have four hours of midterms. Its going to suck balls.So one of my midterms is with Bissonette and she hates me and all. After i spend 2 lovely hours with her i get to stay after for detentoion because of her. I'm pretty sure that she wrote up a conduct report to Capola. So now i get to have extended detention with him.YAY.SOME ONE ( Read more... )

for the past couple of nights i couldn't sleep.I've been thinking about my friends and how much everyone has changed/ is changing. I mean since I've moved no-one really is acting like the know me anymore. I'll see them in the mall and they won't even say hi or anything. They just walk by as if they don't know me. I can't stand that now everyone ( Read more... )

so noel just left. we hada kick ass time together. friday night we went to the mall and sae tommy boy. its all good now because of the fact that he doesn't hate me anymore. so then we went outside and got harraste by a nigger cop. i was like fuck you nigga. so then we went inside and just chilledsaw devon and rachell and threw gum at niggers and ( Read more... )