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so this is what my life has come to. Grumpy old maid. i need some serious motivation to get back to being truly happy. it really is the little things in life i need back.

hmmm. i wonder if typing will help as much as actually scribbling shit down ( Read more... )

im addicted

to money.

and everything it can buy me....

how can i tell you?

but i cant think of the right words to say.

if anyone even reads this anymore.

please, DEFINE what LOVE means to you.

i used to think i knew. but these days i cant be so sure.

i know i feel something. great.

its days weeks months like these i really miss real friends ( Read more... )

im sorry that im such a mess, i drank all my money could get.

i took everything you let me have
but then i never loved you back.

aint that the way it always ends

well that takes care of that... i'll never show you again.

i have nothing left, no one. whos there to help me now? who was there to begin with?
you'll never ever understand ( Read more... )

so me and daniel are done fighting, thankgod. it took alot out of me ( Read more... )