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Jun 08, 2005 16:35

now im even worse. thanx alot! omg everyone is being soo mean to me! I just want some freinds! I dont have any! this really makes me want to cut I never did anything to any of yall. and yall have to come and cuss me out and tell me to kill myself. i already want to! maybe i SHOULD just go jump off a bridge and make you all happy!

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anonymous June 8 2005, 21:47:40 UTC
WOW YOUR FINALLY CATCHING ON!!! YES PLEASE

DO IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ever wonder why you dont have any friends?!?! Your a whiney bitch who thinks the world is out to you, well reality check dear.. YOUR JUST A WHINEY BITCH THAT CANT HANDEL ANYTHING SO YOU JUST GO CRY ABOUT IT. END OF STORY.

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lets___make_0ut June 9 2005, 00:42:37 UTC
maybe if you would stop saying stuff like this people wouldn't say anything back, and you wouldn't feel so depressed and what not. just a thoughtful suggestion i thought you should hear. because killing yourslef is stupid. my friend was just like you and she killed herself, she thought no one liked her. But she really had so many people that loved her and she left a lot of people devistated because of her death. think of your parents. as much as they bitch and yelll, they love you you wouldn't want to put someone in pain because you are in pain. and for the other people, don't listen to them. if you would really kill yourself they would feel bad for making you feel low enough to kill yourself.

just know, someone out there loves you. junior high and high school is going to be the hardest time of your life, because everyone judges and thinks they are a million times better than everyone else.

<3

P.S - sorry for the comment i left in ______bangxcore. i was just stating my opinion and when i read over it i realized it was kind of mean

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xj3suscaviezelx June 9 2005, 06:15:33 UTC
I know I should probably not write this, but I'm going to anyway. She hasn't come up with one really good reason for wanting to off herself. It's all petty bullshit about how her CD player was broken, and she didn't get the phone she wanted and her shirt faded, and all she really wants to do is just kill herself because nothing is right. Jesus Fucking Christ, those are quite possibly the most retarded excuses to commit suicide I've ever heard - and believe me I've heard some pretty fucking lame ones.

She got what she wanted, everyone's attention. It just didn't turn out the way she thought it would, because oh me my me... other people's hangnails are taking off their fingers and her polish is only chipped.

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anonymous June 9 2005, 06:38:24 UTC
Sorry, but the way you write, you come across as someone who is mocking those who really do have problems, really do cut themselves and really do want to kill themselves. And if you are mocking those people, you should fucking well stop. It might all seem like a game to you inside your twisted little mind, but self-harm and suicidal thoughts are not a game.

If you really feel this way, I'm sorry for attacking you. But you need to realise how pathetic you sound. What are the reasons you want to kill yourself? A broken CD player is a reason to be upset, and maybe to cut, but not to want to die. Maybe people would stop being "mean" to you if you gave some decent reasons, and stopped trying to gain attention.

You're just making people NOT like you by acting the way you are. So either stop the game or tell us why you're so upset. You might find people will like you better if they understand. (Then again if you are mocking real cutters, they'll probably hate you, but hey, you deserve that for making us look like losers).

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anonymous June 11 2005, 04:10:43 UTC
i agree. especially when reading your poems. they sound like you only cut for attention. and that you really do not understand what it is you are doing. it is a serious thing that needs to be taken seriously, and it seems like you talk about it like it doesnt mean anything or matter. real cutters dont parade their cuts and their cutting around. be careful with what you say.

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vegiegurl04 June 11 2005, 22:14:55 UTC
what is seriously so bad in your life, i mean other than cd players breaking and shirts fading? has someone like your sister died(doubt that happened cause then you wouldn't care about a shirt fading), are you extremely poor ( i highly doubt you are because you own a computer) have you been raped or abused..(I don't think so...)
so what seriously is so wrong?your words are just bullshit unless they have a meaning and they are not for attention.

if you are mocking people who do slit their wrists and wear long sleeves because they are afraid , then you should stop because you obviously don't understand what really happens deep inside.

if you want to die..seriously want to end your life, no longer able to smell, see hear touch, love and feel, then thats your deal, but before you do think about people with real problems , and also think about the people you would hurt if you did kill yourself. its one of the most selfish acts someone can do.

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onyx_obsidian June 13 2005, 08:22:58 UTC
Yes, please do. Or jump in front of a car. Messier, but more amusing.

I seriously hope this journal is a joke. I took it that way anyway, I was cracking up as I read your entries. If not, you're pathetic and the reason that no one wants to be your friend is because no one likes the annoying little creatures who think that their mother buying the wrong cellphone is such a problem. My god. Cutting yourself because your shirt faded in the washing machine? If people like you actually do exist, it's a defect in the gene-pool. You shouldn't be allowed to breed. It's a good thing no one wants to be near you. I'm going to give you a little advice if this journal isn't a joke. Stop being so pathetic. Stop cutting yourself for asinine reasons. Make a genuine effort to get friends if you really want them...it's not that hard if you stop being so pathetic.

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