Hey you guys should post more since you're the only people who read mine.

but seriously this is the only safe place for my feelings on the internet.

Am I settling in my own life?

I miss passion.

have you ever looked into someones eyes and wished they were someone else?

How can i be so happy, yet so discontent at the same time?

I'm a stupid , horrible girl sometimes. 

I think I am always in a constant battle between right and wrong, bravery and giving up.
I miss you , and I hate myself for that.
How could you do this again?

 I'm barely breathing.
I break my own heart more times than I can count. 
If insanity is repeating past actions expecting a different result, then lock me up and drug me.

I miss everything.

I don't know what the fuck I'm doing.
I hate it.
But I know I won't stop.

Just move already.
and don't break me again.

Resolutions:
-Maintain GPA at CLU.
-Do epic shit -this includes road trips and possibly South Africa
-Earn $$$$$, so I can do the epic shit.
-Stay single

Side note :
Damn you and your semi-colons :(

I wish someone would understand.

 I'm kind of disappointed in you

First off. I'm going to put my feelings for you aside and be a good friend because kid ( Read more... )