I'm happy to be home . Finally.

It concerns me however that I hae two sort of boyfriends that live 3000 miles away. This is going to be messy, I feel it.

In stark contrast to my latest entry , this is filled witht the random happy/silly ideas and thoughts of me.

1) I wish to marry any of the cast of The Buried LIfe. They are adorable, smart and funny.
2) It is approximately one month until i move to california, i could not be more excited about seeing you. <3 ( Read more... )

Little one : After a while I can't remember whole pieces of you, as if part of the punishment was recollection through a filter that grows hazier with time. I see us like we're in a movie , sometimes, except I'm not a participant, but someone watching the action. The girl that's holding you has my features, yet her eyes are still happy. You are so ( Read more... )

Philophobia- Fear of falling in love or being in love
I don't trust anybody enough to love them, I don't trust anyone enough not to hurt me like Ben did.

Maybe that’s just growing up. When you’re young, you tell yourself things like "Well, if it didn’t work out, it wasn’t meant to be" as if that actually meant something, just because it sounds like ( Read more... )

So I just made myself laugh/cringe a lot, that's right I read my livejournal history. You really should have slapped me on a number of occasions, but this is what I've learned about myself ( Read more... )

The lonliness of my independence sinks deep into my blood. It rushes through my veins with a fierce pulsing refrain. You are alone it whispers ( Read more... )

2009 wins worst year of my life, 2001 was a close second, but in the last moments 2009 took it all,
For the fuckig win.

It's all passion, and heated moments ( Read more... )

I got a blog, a public to the world blog.
Yep it happened.

http://georgiepremed.blogspot.com/

Oh and in case you can't tell , I am so stressed out with my life, as of now. Why oh why do i try and put so much on my plate at once.

I drink and I smoke a lot, maybe it's because it's summer, maybe it's because it's available or just maybe because I am trying desperately to find another side of me. Not this boring responsible depressed me, but someone attractive and smiley , and not so apprehensive about getting hurt.