It hit me that I want my life to be more like this.

And as long as I have you its going to be ok.

I want to remember this feeling.

should add my boyfriend on this thing. "mlschipper" (minus the quotes)

He's a writer.

Effing good stuff. :)

Love,

Melanie

PS DO IT!!!!!!!!!

So things are wayyyyy good.

I have a fantastic boyfriend who I feel like for the first time could potentially be someone with whom I could actually be happy with...forever.

School is meh...kinda not feeling it this semester. at all.

I finally feel right though.

....just a skinny white boy.

:)

Melanie

I have been having these urges lately to just write. Do nothing but write. Too bad i have to go to class...lol.

I have a test tonight that i am oddly calm about. weird.

I effing hate that the college of ed messed up call #s for registration. its been a week!

If i can make it through this week and next I will be so incredibly happy.

:)

I like him so much. my heart seriously jumps in my chest. lol.

everything else is good. except that some people are horrible and say things that can seriously take a toll on you.

but its ok.

I am getting so excited about the holidays. :)

and spring awakening.

Damn. lol.

This week is going to be hella busy and stressful. But if I can make it through, its just going to make me a better person ( Read more... )

2 years ago....

Thats where I was.

And now i am here.

I just got to the part in Eclipse where Bella kisses jacob for motivation that he comes back, and i am dying ( Read more... )

This week has been good so far. I think it has a lot to do with attitude. Teaching is going well. I am really starting to feel that once i make it into the real world i won't be swallowed alive ( Read more... )

As I feel physically congested, I feel more emotionally clear and free ( Read more... )