Its raining out tonight.  its actually a really nice june thunderstorm that will knock me right out when i go to sleep tonight...which is nice i've needed it for awhile.  it was a weird day today....i mean i can't even describe how its been going latley...it kinda tweaks me out alittle.  but i seen josh today in the store...that was the weird ( Read more... )

  I swear it seems like every guy looks so freakin good to me right now.  lately in life all i do if wanna flirt with people...i think its that beginning of summer weather when everybody gets nice and tan and your just happy with everything.  i seriously have been getting crushes on everybody!! hahaha always when i have a boyfriend tho not good... ( Read more... )

well hey everyone...long time no update. i went to work to early and now i have 2 hours to kill lol so why not waste it updating my livejournal. i'm doing ok...nothing big has been happening. i'm working full time over at st.joes...dietary-fun yes i know lol. wegmans fired me for eating some cookies in the breadroom....i paid for them and had ( Read more... )

Hey guys. I'm at amandas right now. I sorta left home. My mom would rather chose my stepdad over me. scumbags. both of them. so i stayed at jasons all week and then he went up to grassroots this weekend and i had to work so i'm gonna stay here this weekend. i don't know what i'm gonna do afterwards. i know theres this place i forgot the ( Read more... )

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I drank this morning. I knew I shouldn't have and I feel fucking terrible about it,ERrrrr. I had a month 2 weeks and 4 days. Then i wooke up late and went to work an hour last still drunk and got told to leave. i have to call the personal director before i can come in 2m. i'm so mad at myself. i wasn't thinking right ( Read more... )

so hey guys. whats up. i just got out of rehab today. 28 days and i feel brand new. i'm done with drinking and pill popping and any kind of drugs...i even stopped smoking ciggs. but yeah so i have a new perspective and i am powerless when i drink and use. i wanted to apologize to those i've hurt along the way. even if i did it unintentually i ( Read more... )

its strange. i can finally see clearly again.. i'm sick of the drama. i'm glad i really have friends. this is prolly gonna be long. i'm prolly gonna keep writing untill josh calls me. i'm wound up. so hey guys whats up lol. i haven't written that in a long time. just hey. a nice whats going on.. i feel happ right now. i know i just lost 2 ( Read more... )

fuck you! you know who you are and you know what you did...so fuck you. i'm sick of everybody anymore. the one person i want to be around i can't even be around. i'm so sick of shit and this may be the end of my journal. i am so annoyed with everybody...i mean everybody. if you think i'm not annoyed with you...your probally wrong. so bye guys ( Read more... )

You Are Absinthe


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