Is a best friend.

That I can really talk to. I love Sam to death but, she's to far away. I need to go out to the mall, and have a girls day.

=-/

I really really dislike my life right now.

Fuck everything, that's my mood.

You know it feels great to go out and have a good time

<3 Jamie, R Jay, Jason, *****, Mely and everyone else.

Maybe my life is chaning-- to how I want it to be...

Still have a lot on my mind though. But it'll get sorted sooner or later. 

I'm confused.

On what I want. What I had. What I gained.  What I lost.

I don't want to be confused anymore.

I want things to be how they were. Or do I?

 No one knows.

No one cares.

I'll check up on ya'll but

I'm not going to update anymore.

Not like I really talk to anyone anyways.

=] It all gets better one day. That's what I keep telling myself

Maybe... this isn't what I wanted after all.

Maybe I am not meant to be friends with you.

I try to become a part of a group and it doesn't work.

I'm always the square peg trying to go to round holes.

WHERE are my square holes damnit?!

Fuck. I give up on this shit. College is soon I can taste it.

8 months and I'm gone. And I'll never look

Stromin my pain with his fingers

House of Hell I live in..... God I can't wait to leave it.

I can't wait to leave America.

And leave behind all these fake bitches.

Yeah; I'll be alone,

But I am already anyways.

I say, FUCK YOU! to everyone that says you are my friend, but can't take the heat

FUCK YOU! to everyone that can't accept that life sometimes ( Read more... )

SO far so good.

^_^ Meh; I'm bored and stuck home.

>.< Not having a car still sucks but eh oh well

I'ma go make kandii cause its not like anyone reads this anymore anyways

Once again- FuCk MySpAcE!

I ended up going. To day 1.  This made an uber happy b-jette.

I went with Kyrra [<3]  and Ricky [<3]. Yesh we had a blast.

We git there; and we missed some good people.. .  =[ but oh well. So we are walking .... and I feel a poke and hear my name... ITS TRANCE! [<3] ^_^ With Malic. [<3]  And Dirt... though I haven't met before but I knew who he was ( Read more... )

The gods made heavy metal, and saw that it was good

I. HATE. SCHOOL.  I also dislike guys.

So0o Like randomly; Jonathan came back into life last week. He was before livejournal. Imagine that. ((damnnnnnnn))  And the other one is confusing.

I need to git out...

^_^ or chill with bee... one of the two.. hahaha

I'm bored... not much has changed and ( Read more... )

Superman where are you now?

9 mths until I'm legal. 18 mths till I'm free.

Meanwhile; I hate girlscouts; I hate cookie sales.

GUYS suck major ballage; bc when you figure out what you want; they go and change on you!  'cept they dont chage; they let you into their heads a lil further but it makes all the difference to you and to your thoughts because ( Read more... )