i wish i wasnt ( Read more... )

for the first time something didnt seem right. its fixed now, we can talk about anything and i know that it doesnt matter what happens in the future, i love him and i dont see how things can get much better. i dont feel like i should have to be miserable now without him then so happy when the choice is up to me. well half me, but i am only 19 and i ( Read more... )

I am dying here. I want to go home.

So I am in Florida. Im just hanging out here, i get kind of bored, already. I dont mean to complain, but hanging out with a bunch of old people, its just...

Ill just run and do my workout tapes haha. danielle <33 i need sean to get here. i guess it will come soon enough ( Read more... )

christmas went well and everything. every year its the same thing, but i guess tradition is good i guess. I wish my Christmas was a little more full of family but since my ma works we dont go anywhere. Oh well maybe someday my christmas will be different ( Read more... )

I need this weekend more then ever. These past few weeks have been so stressful, except I think that I like it here more now. Im getting closer to my roomates, and I actually went out this Friday to providence with them. One of them might be transfering next semester, and I dont want her to. We are the only ones in the room alot, so it gives me ( Read more... )

i am very upset right now ( Read more... )

Today was nice, going away to share stories with people you dont see that often. I love hearing about everyone elses lives and what they have been through. It gives me hope that I might make it ( Read more... )

this weekend was probabaly one of the best weekends of my life. I love being sophisicated and i hope i grow up and am successful so i can be sophisticated my entire life. Sean made my birthday this year. It was so good. So many good times and good memories. I love also how my friends call me and leave me great messages that leave me smiling all day ( Read more... )

This weekend was exaclty what i needed. I saw my best friend, and things were just as they always were, which is what i was hoping for. I dont think anything can really change between us dieu, it doesnt seem possible. Im sad that i didnt see Deb this weekend, but a 10 hour shift the next morning kept me in that night. I cant wait for this weekend, ( Read more... )