i'm not sure why i am doing this. i am all alone in a very large blue house with no dinner in my stomach and, speaking from past experience, this usually ends in total depression where i hide under the covers for at least 12 hours. if i lean a little over to the right and look through the doorway, i can see the woman on the front steps across the ( Read more... )

a snail in salt doesn't fall asleep ( Read more... )

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they're making me wear a funny hat & blue jeans. they're making me roll in mud. tonight i realized he doesn't hear a thing even when i'm screaming in his ear. are you getting old? i'm tired of this. i want your name on paper in my mailbox. i want to know some things for sure.

i need out of my shirts i think you'd find attractive.

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So I pretty much have come to the conclusion that I have way too much vanity to be good at being anybody's friend. I think I've subconsciously denied this for a long, long time now but I guess since it's obvious to a lot of people I can now admit it. Most of the time I feel like so many people I talk to (not my close friends) are just way too ( Read more... )

I have been living at my sister's for the past week, but tonight I started crying so she took me home ( Read more... )

Tonight is the last time I get to see Kirby before he moves. I have been feeling sick to my stomach all day. I don't even know what I'm gonna do. I don't want to see him go, yet I know it's probably the best for both of us. I'll see him at Christmas and stuff but for the longest time I've felt like I'll never find anyone like him. A lot of ( Read more... )