Omg i'm sooo tired!! i just woke up it's like 11:30 at nite!! i went to sleep at like 8!! Me mike d n this kid named rob (thats on the baseball team) went to the gym after skool, then we all went to mike's house so that they could toss the baseball around for a lil bit then we went up to a pool n swam!! it was a hotel pool ( but i dunno y we did ( Read more... )

I'm talkin to b rich!!! n this kid is like cody he will do anything 4 me he has been there thro sooooo much!!! this kid is the kid that i would run to wen i needed someone to talk to! i love him soooo much!! Noone would ever take his place !!! But Cody is rite there with him!!! but rich has been through ore with me then cody!! Rich has helped me ( Read more... )

God mike went to nebraska this mornin at 4 to visit a college up there!!! hes gunna b gone till wednesday!!! And it doesn't seem that long but it is!! i think 4 days is a long time to b without him.. what am i gunna do wen he leaves for good??? God everything in my life seems to fuckin sux!!! I mean i was readin chloes livejournal n she was talkin ( Read more... )

God i have been depressed all day!! I want mike so bad but i dunno how to tell him!! And its not as easy as people make it sound to tell poeple your feelings!! i mean he acts like he likes me but does he??? thats how i feel i mean we talk on the fone everynite n we hang out on the weekends n stuff but i dunno how he feels!! And i'm to scared to ask ( Read more... )

teh last couple days have been good 4 me!! Me n mike have been talkin alot!! today he came to c me at work!! lol life is goin ok rite now i guess!! But life is goin to sux in a couple weeks wen the 2 people in my life that i dun think i can live without (mike n cody)leave 4 college!! God that is goin to beak my heart!! i can't wait till summer but ( Read more... )

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Well everything is good with me n mike!!! Well have been hangin out alot n he has takin me home from skool!! but i dun feel like talkin about him rite now but n/e ways i'm talkin to cody on the fone GOD I LOVE THIS KID!!! if it wasn't for cody i dun think i would make it thro deerfield!!! Cody is the best person i have ever met in my life!!! he is ( Read more... )

ok well omg do i have some stuff to get off my chest!!! WEll i guess Mike n jessica r like dun!!! i heard that they dun like eachother , they dun talk, nuttin!!! N i also heard by my bestest friend that is also mikes best friend that mike wants to start talking to me again!!! And everyone no's i'm goin to b dumb n fall rite back in his trap!! So ' ( Read more... )