I'm at my grandmas house bored of my ass!! god thers nothin to do here but get n the computer!!! But i'm talkin to marcus so that makes everythin better!!! God i love him sooo much.. he is the best thing hat has ever happened to me!!!! god he makes me sooo happy!!!!i dunno what i would do if i lost him!!1 shit i dun even want to think about that!!! ( Read more... )

i'm at erica bored of my ass talkin to marcus!!! but n/e ways last nite mike dobre called me n told me he wants to b me with me n stuff!!! i was shitin!!! i was like o u want to b with me now but 2 months ago wen i was like in love with u, u just wanted to b friends!!! i was like well now i just want to b friends!! lol it was great!! it feels soo ( Read more... )

"Friends forever, " she said ( Read more... )

i'm sitti at caitlins rite now with brent, dave, danielle, n cait!! But n/e ways Brent is SOOOOOOO fine lol!!! but i was just talkin to the love of my life (Marcus) n we were talkin about this hole live journal thing!!!! N god he pisses me off so fuckin much!!! hes sooo fast to hang up!!! but w.e n/e ways last nite was sooo much fukin fun!!! me n ( Read more... )

Today i'm suppose to go to tallahassee to c marcus (hes up there b/c football started for famu) me n caitlin are suppose to go up there for the weekend but i'm not sure if we r but i hope we r!! OMG i love marcus hes sooo perfect for me!!! i thought mike d was perfect well then i met marcus!! he has eveything mike d had n more, marcus doesn't treat ( Read more... )

OMG EVERYONE I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!! his name is marcus allen!! He was a senior till he graduated but he has a full scholarship to FAMU!!! But omg i like him so much!!!! Welol i g2g!!!

well life fuckin sux!! Like fuckin always!! Mike told me that he just wants to b friends!!! Yea AGAIN!!! i dun get him one min he likes me n wants me to graduate early so i can go to college with him, then the next he just wants to b friends!!! WTF!!! i hate this!! Y does he make me fall for him then fuckin tells me that he just wants to b friends ( Read more... )

i'm in skool rite now n god i hate bin me sooo fuckin much!!! I mean i no what i have to do, i have to get over him, but i can't!! i don't no y i mean i'm actin like i dun give a fuck towards him now, but i can't bring myself to say that i don't like him anymore!! God he just makes me think y does he go out of his way to make me like him but then ( Read more... )

Y am i soooo dumb?? y do i always go back to what i no i will never have!!! i wish that god would just take me off this earth!!! I don't want to deal with the heart achs anymore!!

I hate thinkin that i have best fiends! B/c in real life i don't!! No matter who my best friend seems to b i get stabbed in my back!!The only best friend i have rite now is Cody!! i mean i thought Erica was my best friend but now she is talkin to Derek!!! A kid that i was talkin to!!! And she never calls me anymore b/c of him!!And chloe well she ( Read more... )