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i am so saaaaaaad. my ohio boys left my house at four this morning to head back home and i genuinely miss them already. we all passed out in my bed watching silence of the lambs and house of 1000 corpses last night. i was wedged in between zach and dan but didn't care at all when their snoring woke me up. they are the grimiest, unbelievably silly, ( Read more... )

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in more ways than just lacking a clock to watch.

I'm surrounded by beautiful people whose faces I can't clearly make out. They act without request as the vital heat from the humble radiator. Each subtly wrapping themselves around the parts of me which most need it's protection from the biting elements ( Read more... )

it's nice to know, we can all let go.

i love you.

i am all sorts of wrapped up in you. for once you aren't a creep. you aren't a jerk. you have your shit together. you are legitimate. you are tangible and you stand in front of me just as you are. more honest than a child. i don't mean to put you to such a standard it's just that you are. you blow my mind. i'm afraid to let you leave because as i' ( Read more... )

"you're like snow, you are so delicate..."
"do you usually sleep with your shoes on?"
"...i'm hopeless."

i want something that is real not something that is for the mean time.
not because you dont want to see me with someone else.
not because you need someone to lay next to you.
the doubt just hurts, i'd rather be oblivious.