i had almost forgotten that eric gruber had died.
i still have such a difficult time convincing myself thats the truth.

i wish i had my camera. ohio is so pretty right now..

-a better relationship with my extended family
-job, now.
-a kitten named panda
-more showers with adam
-an apartment with amanda
-cuddle puddles
-late night diner trips
-new jersey
-jazz nights and gelato in philly
-the beach at night
-someone holding my hand in the meantime.

mon petit chou.

now try to tell me dictionary.com word of the day doesn't mirror my life;

Word of the Day for Wednesday, April 23, 2008

ubiquitous \yoo-BIK-wih-tuhs\, adjective:

Existing or being everywhere, or in all places, at the same time.

how is it possible for me to feel nostalgia for a place i've never been?

when i feel really alone, i'll put my phone on vibrate, lay in my bed with it resting on my chest, then i just wait. i makes me feel like you aren't so far away.

it's sixteen miles to the promised land
and i promise you i'm doing the best i can
some days last longer than others
but this day by the lake went too fast

and if you want me you better speak up
i won't wait

so you'd better move
fast
don't fool yourself
in thinking you're more than you are
with your arms outstretched to me

i feel like no one reads anymore. i wish i had someone to read to. if i ever have children i will make sure we spend our precious times reading together. i want a house with a crooked porch that on a warm sunday like today we, a love and i, can try to fix together. more than anything i want warm warm sun on my belly, arms, and freezing toes. i ( Read more... )

Word of the Day for Tuesday, March 25, 2008
repine \rih-PINE\, intransitive verb:

1. To feel or express discontent.
2. To long for something.

Repine is re- (from the Latin) + pine, from Old English pinian, "to torment," ultimately from Latin poena, "penalty, punishment."

blow me.

PLEASE STOP SNOWING.

stupid ohio. i can't wait to go to colorado and see my babybug. i bought new shirts from american apparel and hot damn they are the comfiest things. oh boy nap time.