wow.

I truly TRULY cannot stand the constant stress and tension and scrapping in the house.

I'm miserable all the time and it never stops.

From the early morning until the kids go to bed, Taran acts up, Ron overreacts when he gets after Taran, and I get so stressed that I self mutilate.

Seriously, my home life bites.

Still losing fat and building muscle ( Read more... )

Dear LJ ( Read more... )

I know I've been lax and lazy about posting but in my defense my life is so incredible, wild, and amazing that all of you would ( Read more... )

Yesterday was Cesare's birthday and he would have been 12. But he's dead so instead I am here thinking about him lots ( Read more... )

The kids were absolutely Terrible last night when Ron was gone. I got very little sleep and as a result my workout today was the total suckage. But that's fine, because tomorrow I will focus, go hard, and totally win ( Read more... )

I am now on the Bombshell workouts and meal plan. Wowsers. I have stepped into a whole new standard. I'm ready and excited. I'm also going through some insane DOMS.
I'm so excited. Being accepted by Bombshell is such a major step.

And now, I go order office supplies.

An email conversation ( Read more... )

I'm really feeling this mornings workout. It's a very satisfying sensation, having that "relaxed because I worked hard" feeling ( Read more... )

It's been an insane few days ( Read more... )