today is crappy.. i feel like crap.. sunday night was so cute! chris called me and then he had to go to work.. but instead of going to work he called me and told me he had called in.. he is so cute! i love him so much it amazing well i better get back to the books

There is so much to be said I dont even know where to start.. theres this wonderful guy in my life.. that i knew was the one for me when I saw his picture.. I knew he was the one for me with out even having said hello.. I started talking to him and it made that feeling even better.. I know God made it happen and it was meant to be because ever ( Read more... )

today was a bad day haha... dont ever jynx ur self alright? thats my advice haha well alot has been running threw my mind in the past week or so and it so hard to think about it.. bc its not going to happen for a while but yet its hitting me so hard.. kinda sux but thats alright...Chris is such a sweetheart.. i really wanna be with him forever its ( Read more... )

well today was so fun i got to talk to my jordan all day and my chris too its so fun talking to my jordan all we do is laugh about chris and jon haha yesterday k c took up some of jo jo time but its alright bc she gets her time tonight;) haha i miss my baby tho he called me at like 12 and had to go right away stupid cousins haha mine left today:( i ( Read more... )

well yeah today is kinda boring i forgot about all my homework haha that sux well ne ways i got it done in calass and yeah... i have to take a test but its an easy one and i have a test that im going to fail tomrorow that sux! ne ways i talked to chris this weekend and we got into a fight.. kinda sucked i felt like shit and i didnt wanna do ne ( Read more... )

wow.. everything is going to the dumps.. this week has been not so great i guess... me and chris had our one month and after that its all down hill from here haha well a lil humor wont hurt today haha ne ways... chris and z wernt talkign but thats over now so i can forget about that.. and then today i find out CAR ACCIDENT wow just what i need to ( Read more... )

well today i saw brandon and omg its been years.. its amazing how seening someone for the first time in 9 years can have such an effect on you...everything of my younger days are coming back to me and its really kinda sad.. i just wantd to cry tonight.. and not only bc of memories coming back but i hurt chris again.. :'( i dont know what im doing ( Read more... )

well today i made french toast for me n kristin it was loads of fun. i was dancing while i did it and its a damn good thing chris wasnt here.. lol dont wnat him to pee his boxers.. lol bc i can do that to a person.. lol i had a cool dream last night.. i dont know where we were but it was like this old witches house and she was like selling jewelery ( Read more... )

today was so boring.. all i did was sit around and be bored all day long and it was so stupid blah. but ne ways i love my aunt jennifer we started talking well kinda its more of a joke thing then ne thing.. we started ganging up on jeff today and we wanted to red guys to win and we were criticizing the ppl that were boxing... i hate russians they ( Read more... )

i never really thought that any question could be stupid till today:( i really fukt up... i upset chris today and its totally being misunderstood.. i dont know if he took me as a "i dont believe you" type of thing but its not like that at all.. just trying to put everything together was really hard and i really messed up... asking one question ( Read more... )