Once again I return home from yet another unsuccessful date with Joe. I don't understand him. If he doesn't like me then why does he keep asking me out? We barely talk to eachother on these "dates" but when I see him at work everything seems to be fine and we talk great for hours. I don't get it. I don't think we're right for eachother we dont have ( Read more... )

I'm not exactly sure how I feel at this moment. I'm pretty sure I'm upset, but I don't feel the power of my usual wrath kicking in. That's what drugs do to you. I feel alone and betrayed. Just once I'd like to have a friend that would never let me down and that I could trust completely; enough said. I am really confused about this guy that I've ( Read more... )

last night liz, toni, mel, and i did some terrible karoke! I wish i had a video camera..toni's rendition of "respect" was priceless..unfortunately liz and i were unable to stick around for the straightening of toni's hair and makeover..bummer..instead, we painted our nails with empty bottles of black and hot pink..fun fun fun!..tonight..dinner and ( Read more... )

NO PINA COLADAS! I got into a huge fight with my mom because she doesn't want me drinking at Mel's house..she yelled at Mel's father and then proceeded to get into a fist fight with me which resulted in her falling..which I feel really bad about.My mom stole my rum :( and I'm temporarily banned from Melissa's house. I will be gunned down at first ( Read more... )

Been hangin aroung guitar center lately with Liz; gonna be getting a guitar soon but probably not til my birthday.."Bring the stool over here"..."Yes Master..whatever you say master"-Liz...Join the party tomorrow night at my house for PINA COLADAS!!! I officially quit smoking..no more Pall Mall for me; boozin it up at Mel's house! Bonfires, ciggies ( Read more... )

I've come to a refreshing conclusion. I've decided to walk around barefoot for a good while and maybe someday I'll find a nice pair of sandals! Going to dinner at my Dad's tonight with my sister..... enough said. Then Toni and I are going to set Mel's backyard on fire and maybe drown her in the pool! Overall, it sounds like an eventful night. I ( Read more... )

Torn between what is and what could be. I once again find myself in the awkward state of not knowing what the hell I feel inside. It's like when you have an old pair of shoes that you wear all the time, but they're falling apart and your toes slip through the holes. Then, you get a new pair of shoes. They can't replace the old pair and they hurt ( Read more... )

Just got home from my first day on the job ripping out and laying down tile. It was the longest and hardest day of work on my knees that I've ever done. Late tonight around 3a.m. I will take all the bags of broken tile and dispose of them in the Ronnie's Pizza dumpsters! (still planning on ordering those pizza's Mel ( Read more... )

Well, I decided to get a journal because Melissa told me that it was the hip thing to do. Anyone who is anyone has a journal. So far, that includes Melissa and Juan ( Read more... )