yes happy new year to myself and everyone!

im glad 2012 started off well.
started with a splendid night with fireworks,
love was in the air, 
he held me close, 
and there we kissed.

right from today, 
I'm starting to believe in something again
lets hope things goessss well :)

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i dont feel good abt everything

maybe i shldnt have made myself fall in deeper?

there is something called karma
something called fling
something called spur of the moment

maybe he is simply the right one at the wrong time.
or maybe not even the right one in the first place

i wonder if he needs me tonight.

i wish he would talk to me how he did last night. the chatterbox him.

a rare saturday night for me. because no tuition on sunday morning. yet im home.
anyway.

i think i am fated to stay alone for my life. :(

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its been a while i heard this song. the last time i talked about C was prolly in july thats when i met him on that fateful night.

yes dunno why i just cant get over it. ever since tt night, i have never been able to meet someone i think is as good or i feel like getting to know better. so sad

i feel lonely. but i just keep telling myself im not. i ( Read more... )

friendship breaks when money is involved.

i dont like that

now it makes it like im money minded

but people just are not automatic enough to pay u back promptly

so whose fault?

and i thought i would be able to know what is anniversary.
believed that i would be together with someone for a year at least

22 august 2010. that faithful morning. i could still remember what happened.

it turned out to be a love hate relationship. the more i love him, the more hatred comes to me. and vice versa.

i can never trust a man again

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mine:
Your life takes on a mystical quality at the emotional and instinctive levels now. Dreams and illusions, forgiveness, and understanding of human frailties, these are the things that arouse deep feelings. The past and the future intermingle, and the barriers between people dissolve, this is the energy to the sensitivity you feel now.
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what is the truth?
to believe or not?
can i still trust?

question; is this still love?

what am i holding on to?