I haven't felt this scared/out of control/crazed in a very, very long time.
It's really scary.

Apprehensive.  Scared.  Anxious.  Leery.  Edgey.  On pins & needles.  Concerned.  Angry.  Nervous.

This is my last October at home.  Next October I will have a new home.
Weird.

I am very worried about what is going on right now.  I wish everything was a bad dream. 

 I am so, so, so frustrated with life and people (& myself) these days.
So frustrated that I'm writing in here.  I would like to write more so maybe I will later or tomorrow.

aaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Freaking ouuuuuut

Tomorrow's the big day!!!  Graduation at 11am, wedding in Lansing at 4pm.
I keep having nightmares that we don't make it to the church in time for me to walk down the aisle and then Lindsay getting so mad at me.  aaaaaaahhhhh

I'm so excited for everything but so nervous too!!!

My brother is in Italy.  His luggage is in Detroit.

Fabulous.

Italy, take care of my baby brother. Im gonna miss him so much.

I have the flu AGAIN!

This is not the time nor the place.

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