ugh. i hate sleeping this late. its getting old. espically when i had things to do this afternoon. but at least i wasnt up late for no good reason. i DID start to read Grapes of Wrath. which the first 7 pages is ab dust. and the second chapter hardley kept my attention. i have no idea how i will get through this book. i need to clean up a lil so i ( Read more... )

I left for school at 7 o' clock this moring. To go eat Chick Fl a and it was good. But then I got to school and started crying in 1st period, I couldn't control it, I felt so weak. After luch I was feeling better, I dunno what helped but this rest of today hasn't been that bad. Mike took me home after school and I had to help mom clean and stock ( Read more... )

I've had som bad nights with bad luck situations but nothing like this. I guess I'll never drive again. She wont let me. I dont care ab anything right now, theres a lump in my throat that wont go away and I havent ever tried this hard before not to cry. Someone pray for me. Everything seems so bad.

I'm always assuming the worst ( Read more... )

today was alright. im just upset. i hate this. i hate all of this. i dont think im gonna go to NY anymore, its pointless. i hate my attitude right now. i hate a lot of things. damn.

Tonight was way good. Dance practice wasn't too bad and Wendeys was oh soooo good after hardley no lunch today. The concert went pretty well I though. Danny and I tore it up like whoa. 4 months of no practice, who knew we'd do so good? =) hahah. Caitlin and I tore up the dancing! Dancin machines for real! You go Glen Cokel ( Read more... )

what a day. i hate the rain. i hated today. i hate how i spent 2 days studying for a french test and i still make an 86, and it wasnt even that hard, i guess i just suck at french. seems like ive been failing at alot latley. i felt better after 4th lunch when haylee and i talked, im glad she listens to me, i couldnt keep tears like that in any ( Read more... )

Today. Well I made it through. Thats all. Too many things are on my mind. Realizing you were used by 6 people at once is one of the shittest feelings in the world.

Wtf ever. Requiem pracice was alright, Lindsey, Annie and I had a good time not knowing our lil song at the end =). <3 you all.

I miss you.

Today was alright. I was very stressed and tense. Rehersal after school. I didnt really have anything to say. I didnt hardley talk, it seems like I just never have anything to say, bc well, it hurts ( Read more... )

Today was alright. Went to see the Last Five Years and it was really good. Things got to me. Things that I thought I was getting over. Eh. Guess not. I feel so weak when I want to cry. I feel weak all the time now. I need something, I wish it would come. I guess I'll just go to bed now. Its storming, I'll sleep good ( Read more... )