I'm sick and tired of all this. Work. School. Friends. Family. and most of all Bullcrap. Sometimes it just feels  like everything terrible is happening to me. I try and be hopeful but it's really hard when everything seems to be against you. Good things happen once in a while but how quickly they pass. My heart hurts. I feel so alone. School's too ( Read more... )

sorry for the long aways. but i think that's just how it's gonna be with this live journal and all..
well summer's over and the few days left before school has left me anxious (:
i can't wait for it but at the same time, i'm really nervous about all the social and school work things that might unfold this year. i don't want to get distracted anymore ( Read more... )

Well.. I don't know what i'm doing but there's honestly nothing to do anymore ( Read more... )

Right at this moment, Daphne Zhen is in a library. She's seriously bored and wants to look cool by typing a lot. She decides to go on her livejournal so she can post and update herself on what she's been doing during the first few weeks of summer break.

Okay so anyways :D 
Last tuesday to thursday.. July 1-3... i went upstate to Ithaca or something ( Read more... )

She loves her mama's lemonade ( Read more... )

hm wanna know how i feel now ( Read more... )

It's Christmas Eve of 2007 and i'm at my grandparent's house after a day at Rockefeller Center. Wow this year has been hectic and maybe the first year i want to remember yet forget at the same time. Graduated from IS25. Got into Stuy. and everything didn't go as well as i thought it would but i'm happy with the results. It's been a good year ;]

Well ( Read more... )

Ahh... stuy has been pretty harsh on my one and a half months in.. Homework is crazy. I never get to see my friends. and worst of all i think i'm flunking some classes. besides the fact that i go to school with some really cool people, there are also some others that i can't stand and sometimes i miss my other BRONX SCIENCE, TOWNSEND, YORK, BAYSIDE ( Read more... )

ahhh.. lately i've been feeling prettty nostalgic. reading these livejournals and listening to the old songs remindinded me of those carefree days at ps32.. pwahha those were the good old days..

and then.. people became losers after going to middle school.. ah well ;] good riddance

so... lately.. i've gotten contacts.. been pretty freaked out about ( Read more... )

omgoshers a double post!! i wonder why?!

because i'm frikken annoyed

gosh do i LOOK like an idiot to you?? argg i hate the way my parents have been treating me lately. i'm like this complete bone head to them. i can't walk on a public street for 5 mins. i can't go to flushing by myself. i have no "ability" to take care of myself. i can't go out with ( Read more... )