So the holidays and all that crap were good. I got to spend a lot of time with the people I love, which is always nice. Lately I have been just chilling and trying to get my head straight. I have been thinking so much about my life and future that its almost making me nuts. Oh and not to mention I am being sued... so that sort of sucks. Oh well ( Read more... )

I have like 45 minutes to kill, since most stores dont open till 10am. gay! I am finishing up my xmas shopping. woohoo. Its amazing how fast money goes around the holidays. Also its amazing how fat I am getting, omg ( Read more... )

ok so thanksgiving was nice. I didnt really get to enjoy it though because when I woke up I had to start getting stuff prepared, then go drive around the city picking people up, then get home and cook, then eat, then I cleaned up everything! infact I stood so long on the kitchen floor cleaning that it fucked up my back.. but its ok, everyone ( Read more... )

Ok so this wont make much sense ( Read more... )

Ok I havent written in here for awhile. I guess I just havent felt like it, but right now I do ( Read more... )

I am seriously like all over the place. I am happy, then sad, then angry. I think its because I am so tired all the time. Like last night, yeah nick was being annoying, but I royally snapped on him.. and I sooooo didnt mean to be that mean. Ugh. I cant stand when I do that ( Read more... )

Ok so lately I have been busy out of my mind. School this semester is kicking my ass. I feel like all I ever think about is school, all I ever am doing is studying for tests, or doing homework. It blows! but I am doing really well this semester. I am determined to get bombass grades this semester. I always get good grades but, I want all A's lol. I ( Read more... )

Ok I have to leave in a half hour for school. I just want to state that this semester is going to be way harder than I anticipated. It might be my "second" hardest semester yet. The first one was my second semester of college... oy. Wait this one could be harder because I applied for a job. 9.50$ x 20 hours a week. ok anyways. I have so much ( Read more... )

I hate the feeling you get when you dont know what to do. that in between everything feeling. ugh.

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