There are holes in everything you own. The realization that everything you hold close in some vague form of ownership being ruined changes a lot about a person. The longer you go on mending old clothes, replacing those radiator lines, getting water in that huge hole in your shoes for the sixtieth time this week, the longer you realize you can hold ( Read more... )

Blind man running through the light of the night ( Read more... )

trying times, trying times ( Read more... )

fucking worship the devil,
and stay punk

old people are fucking wack ( Read more... )

i cant stop thinking that this is the worst things have ever been. it seems impossible, but my senses are corrupted by an unyielding negativity that i can't seem to break no matter how hard i try. i've given up the desire to improve my condition. i'm lonely. i'm dead tired. no one really seems to care, much less reach out to help. every day i deal ( Read more... )

I've been trying to be proud of myself lately, trying to gather my accomplishments and look at them all and say to myself "These are good things that I have done and I have reason to feel accomplished." I have a new job and I make better money but I've never believed thats any reason to feel successful, so what do I have ( Read more... )

i walked through a fire and did not get burned

I'm lonely as hell. its kind of chilly outside and cold in my house. i talked to sarah last night for the first time in a while, who may be the only person i've sincerely had undiluted romantic completely non-physical (maybe not completely) emotions for in over a year. her voice is pleasant and safe to me. i'm so scared to pursue something with ( Read more... )

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/HR_1955
read this please. its about the Violent Radicalization and Homegrown Terrorism Prevention Act of 2007.

its going to get worse before it ever gets better.