we work the night shift

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i've lived in this town my entire life and it never once has ceased to amaze me. somehow in all this...whatever it is, it keeps me here. despite everything, i still fall into place here. do i want more? of course i want more. i'm screaming for it every day. i'm so fucking serious

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[treestarz]

wow, I'm going through very similar things at this very moment and your well written words seem to ring true..

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i think it happens to everyone at some point

a deliriously loving ramble. amble. amble.

[oohexclaim]

this weekend, lou [the lynda kind, not the fiss kind] came to tejas with some of her new friends & while talking & explaining some rather entertaining stories to her new friends, i realized that i don't realize how crazy & fucked up our friends sound until i am explaining them to people that just don't know them. i think it's beautiful that we're all so fucked up in our own different ways [which is more bearable for some] & yet we all still love each other & seem to fit somehow. the whole carlotta family [pre-now, i guess, because i seem to completely be out of that group which is now, but when i was a part of it is the family i am speaking of & i am rambling, but i think that you understand?]-- is just that, a family & somehow we will always be pulled back together, no matter who is where, because all families hate each other & love each other & are just fucking crazy when they get together. :) i love you & you will always be my family.