Okay....

[cutthroatanthem]

So she wants new, and I want her. I feel like I'm never going to win this game. I feel like these tears never stop. I don't know anything. I feel so unsecure, I feel so stupid. Like today, The moment seemed perfect, yet I never felt so judged. Maybe not by her, or anyone, I just felt like what I was doing, was making her laugh on the inside. I felt

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[itzajeepthing]

Keep your head-up!!!

[cutthroatanthem]

I try though when I try to hold my head high, I notice my head fallin heavy and it falling back down so I can cry in my own self pitty, in defeat.