too all my friends.....

[cuttillitbleeds]

i want to dissapear for a while. by my self explore what ther is other than everything i do all day long in the present time. See what else makes me smile. see what else makes me upset. I see life as a time peroid..point one, point two, and then you die. What has happend to me has happend and thers no fixing anything. time only goes forwards

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[_loveisreal]

i dont think that's true.

i'm not clinging to anyone to survive.
i miss you now that we're not together every day, and only see each other for ilke an hour every other day, but i dont feel as if i dont know who to be anymore.

bcause all i ever took was good advice from you.
and i think a lot of people only do that.

take good advice from friends and nothing else.
i'm actually quite proud of myself.
you, being a guy, i normally would go crazy since we're turning into what we're turning into. but it's just kinda one of those things where you say "that's just how it goes"

i still love you.

but it's not as if someone's wripped away someone who taught me how to be who i was.
you know?

i dunno jerm.
you need to get away from those kids who are who they are based upon who they're around.

[cuttillitbleeds]

am i one of thos kids?...I suck . hope this ends on a good note...everything i mean