EVERYONE ADD MY NEW LJ...........foolvsthedevil. please daniel,brandi,mary,brooks,kim,ray.brandon.jen,tj all you guys and everyone else PLEASE.

Its mourning...and i wake to her voice. i thanked god for that..a bit of day passes and we lay together. Shes soft. Her skin seems a bit cold so i cover her with my arms and hold her to my chest. my heart beats hard but slow and relaxed . I'm content. my eyelids fall heavy but i cant fall to sleep. Her body and mine pressed together brings a ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )

LAST POST.....
im out yall.
im going to stop the journal thing fer a while so i can maybe get back on track with things OTHER THAN problems.....sorry guys i noticed that almost every single on of my post's are about negative things or problems i have.....so hey thank for the comments....advice.....everthing...im out......LOVE JERM

im doin pretty well in lurning all the malkavian songs.....ive practiced with them for 3 days in a row now......tommarow im learning a new song. wish me luck its some cool shit ( Read more... )

well.....i guess its just a hello goodbye type of thing after a few rough days ... ......ive been through so much problems in the past week that i didnt want people to see me in such a state. Another friend dies...moms got huge health problems i just hear about. friends moving away. Friends hating eachother. had one of the most terrible ( Read more... )

well.....i guess its just a hello goodbye type of thing after a few rough days ... ......ive been through so much problems in the past week that i didnt want people to see me in such a state. Another friend dies...moms got huge health problems i just hear about. friends moving away. Friends hating eachother. had one of the most terrible ( Read more... )

i want to dissapear for a while. by my self explore what ther is other than everything i do all day long in the present time. See what else makes me smile. see what else makes me upset. I see life as a time peroid..point one, point two, and then you die. What has happend to me has happend and thers no fixing anything. time only goes forwards ( Read more... )

so i went and recorded some of my solo stuff at my friend jareds hous last night and on my way home i see this homeless guy about to get attacked by this pit bull lookin dog near the ghetto....so i give him a lift to the store a block over. and i went inside to get a soda and when i reached my hand in my pocket to get money everything feel out and ( Read more... )

went to school....wasnt hard.....ive been havin weird ass dreams of running from people with guns...and god and death.....somthins wrong with my head i cant sleep right...i feel like shit.........i feel like a lil kid.....fuck this