One of my friends tried to commit suicide last Tuesday. Wow, that was such a surprising thing to find out. She had always been depressed and all, but it seemed almost like suicide wasn't real. I know that sounds stupid, but it was as if if it didn't happen to me or anyone I knew, it wasn't real. ...yeah, that does sound really childish... whatever ( Read more... )

My gpa died two weeks ago Sunday. What a great way to celebrate the births of my two new cousins.

UGH

Christmas is getting closer and closer, and I still haven't bought anyone presents. Great. Now I get to be even more of a let down. My mom is going crazy cooking all these things that are WAY unhealthy, and I've been trying to watch my calorie intake, so thats definately not helping. It's all so good ( Read more... )

A poem I wrote.

It's your life.

Watching this movie inside my head
Where everything on my mind is said
Where I'm in love and everything's great
Where I'm handed everything on a silver plate.

Watching this movie inside my mind
Where everyone's happy and everyone's kind
Where everyone's perfect and never upset
Where for everything you do, you never regret.

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I hate this. I had the perfect birthday topped off with a forty five minute chew out between my mom and brother. I can't believe they'd do that, in front of me, on my fucking birthday.

Godamn fucking happy birthday.

Well, Thanksgiving has been...interesting. Brian (my brother) came home, and everything was fine, but I'm slowly realizing that I'll never have the relationship with either of my siblings that I want.

And to top it all off the cut on my arm keeps buring...ugh

Well, Thanksgiving has been...interesting. Brian (my brother) came home, and everything was fine, but I'm slowly realizing that I'll never have the relationship with either of my siblings that I want.