I don't think I really like livejournal anymore. Not because of anything other then its faster to do it while Im on myspace. I unfortunatly don't have enough time to keep up with everyones entries anymore :( It stinks ( Read more... )

So, I haven't written on here in forever and myspace won't load. SO events events that I don't feel like writing super in depth about ( Read more... )

I'm kind of wondering what is wrong with me. I'm starting to get turned off my hetero sex. Hmm. I don't know. I feel like it might just be me looking for answers :/ this sucks. Mens genitailia grosses me out, my sister says thats normal. Then again she doesnt understand why I like girls ( Read more... )

Okay, I can't take summer anymore. I love Rugby, that I don't wnat to end but being in this house I do, being aorund these people, I do. I love Kayla, love her but I can't stand being so miserable here. Kayla and Rugby are what is keeping me sane, if you can call it that. *cries* I just want to go back to school, I can't take these feelings anymore ( Read more... )

I feel so fullfilled and complete now! I went to the Worcester Shamrocks practice last night and I oculd have even played in a game this weekend! I didn't thought because I haven't been in Rugby long and they don't do tackling drills but they do do the new zeland square. I am so unbelievably happy. There was about twenty girls and one girl was ( Read more... )

I'm really honestly starting to feel that if I pull away from people I can't get hurt. I'm figurin it maybe a good idea.

I know that this is really selfish of me. For some reason right now I can't help but feel alone. It sucks because I don't have my license so it is obviously hard for me to go visit other people. The thing that is making me sad is that a lot of my friends are planning road trips to see other friends and they all have there license but no one is ( Read more... )

Update: Kayla and I are lesbian lovers who had sex on the beach in Vermont and then got matching tattoos.

lol. So here Uncle Drew says, he is hilarious, he also pointed out my hikki. Oh man. Anyways yeah thats it but it was hilarious so I HAD to ass it.

I haven't written in here in a while. I am just writing because I got a job yesturday and I start tomorrow! Well orientation, which is only tomorrow. I hate reg. sneakers. I especially dislike reg. black sneakers but if thats what will bring in money all is well. So anyway, it seems that all the places that I am working I owuld have to wear red, so ( Read more... )

One can be in such a great mood and nothing can externaly change but something changes internaly and then you are so super depressed and start crying. Anyone else feel like that sometimes? I hate it.

How I miss school :(