Simple ( Read more... )

i just watched full house and it was dj starving herself and passing out. Shows like that are suppose to teach you a lesson but all it made me want to do is throw up all the burger king i ate today. i almost made my self throw up but i decided not to. only bc kenny would be upset. i dunno. i dont even feel like writing about it anymore.

I Lost Myself When I Lost My LogicMy thoughts and beliefs were always simple ( Read more... )

Hiding always looked so hard ( Read more... )

What do you need? Whatever it is I'll give you. Whether I'll be searching forever or I have it within me already ( Read more... )

I never thought I'd be the type to get all crazy about a guy.. but I haven't eaten in 3 days except for like 4 crackers and I'm down 10 pounds. Which, yes, sounds exciting, losing weight and all but I can't walk or stand for more than 5 minutes without getting really dizzy and getting shooting pains in my legs. Apparently I could never be anorexic ( Read more... )

Sinking in feels so good
Breaking down walls and trusting in fate
Let it all go just hold me tight
I promise we'll always make it through the night

4/30/06

We're BrokenI can tell you you'll never know what it's like to be broken ( Read more... )

Looking For Something Meaningful

The clouds come rolling past the hills
Looking for a place to rest
To wonder where they're going
To figure out what's next

You lift your face towards heaven
But there's only darkness and cloudy skies
Now I'm not surprised to find you
With raindrops in your eyes

Let the damp and moody days
Vanish with the nights
And believe ( Read more... )

I really do try to see it. Every day I look in the mirror and desperatly try to find something about myself that I can smile about. There's nothing about me that I like anymore. I hate the way I look.. so normal.. nothing special. I'm not smart.. I've finally given up that one. I'm just normal. I'm not anymore fun than anyone else you could hang ( Read more... )